Friday, November 25, 2005

|| Sometimes.. ||

I don't know if its because of the long duration I spend at home, or is it because of the holidays or because of something, but I don't feel like I'm me anymore. I just don't feel like I know myself anymore. I'm quite lost. Maybe this month is the dumps for me. Probably it is. But I really hope at least something good comes out of it; a lesson learnt, a valuable experienced gained, an enlightening thought errr thought up of. Whatever it is, I just hope that I can quickly find myself. These days were depressing.

Okay that was quite alot of rubbish I believe for people who are actually reading. Ever heard of the "Law of conservation"? Yea we've all heard of it; energy cannot be created or destroyed, it can only be transformed from one form to another. I think the law doesn't only handle energy and the material world. To me, it's a basic law of life. When you give something, you get something in return. A poor person has to suffer in his life, but that is repaid by the experiences and lessons he gained; it has made him stronger. He paid the price of suffering to become stronger. You put in effort in doing something, the result should show. Be it sports or arts, anything you do. The more you give the more you get back in return.

Don't ask why I'm making weird statements like this, I just felt like it. Maybe its the month.



maybe if I give up, I'd be happier..

Til then.!

the promise* was set at 11:58 pm

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[[ the angel in me ]]

*me

*~Jaren~*

*~22-11-88~*

*~NYJC//05S3E//Choir~*

*~ ][LFL][-Fa|con- ~*

*seventh heaven

bestest friends;-yss//nyjc

magic//cards//The Little Magic Shop

nice ppl*

yellow color!

pull-ups!

NYJC!~!

][LFL][

*deepest hell

-hypocrites-

-inconsiderate ppl!-

-smokers.!-

*all around me

MaG//eLaiNe //Jeanie

TitanLYY//vandaa// cheehui

Janice//yingyi //Ngai Hui

taufiQ//Jeremy //jinhui

Shanyu//sery// huiwen(ex-best fren)

Jasmine LuU//Weixian// rEmy

WeiJun//Xinyang// Jasmine WeE

Jane//Serene// Eleanor

Jeslin//Mr alan //Khairi

Hien//zOuk

*whispers

*past dreams

August 2005

September 2005

October 2005

November 2005

December 2005

January 2006

February 2006

March 2006

April 2006

May 2006

June 2006

November 2006

December 2006

March 2007

October 2007

December 2007

*shooting stars

*Good grades for promos* It sucked. Okay, maybe not. B B C.

*A's for my mid-year 06. I MUST!* Err I think I can look forward to Prelims instead.

*M5* After much consideration, i've decided to not get it for the time being. heh.

*new clothes* Okay, I've gotten them~ yay!

*DvD Burner* Yey! Finally got them, and it rocks.! =D

*Good decent grades for Prelims. Yes I still want my A's*Okay, CCA. Yay for physics' A =)

*AAA for A lvls. GOGOGO!*OMG I cant believe I actually did get AAA + B3!!! Hurrah!

*To be fitter and stronger*

*Master Parkour*

*To hit 10,000 by the end of 2006*LOL failed badly. Man do I need motivation or what =/

*Earn enough money to buy all the stuff that I want to get, which would require another wishlist. xD*Not anytime soon I supposed.. bleah.

*Learn how to speak japanese and then go japan for holiday. =D*

*someone to call my own* 08.07.06 =]

*ambience

- Eyes On Me -